I am really sick of the economy now. Heard the news recently and there are already 2 banks retrenching 900 and 1100 of their staff separately. Its super scary for us who work in bank. And today I heard my side is going to retrench 9000 staff worldwide, dunno whether its true or not.

I cant imagine all this stuff happening. I just received my letter of acceptance from SIM on sat and was so delighted, but now I am worry about my sch fees shall I become 1 of the victims. I dunno how I am going to pay for my sch fees...originally wanted to save up my salary for my sch fee. Hate myself for spending too much in the past.

Another thing is my work stuff, its kinda depressing when u are already doing your best but your team leader keeps comparing u with another colleague who performs better than u. I mean its not that I didnt meet my target... I've already surpass my target and performing much better than before, haiz forget it... I seriously dun understand. U know 'ren bi ren qi si ren'.

Working life Super sian...I miss poly life~~